Chaitu

If I didn’t born for u,  u were the king for ur life,  without all these struggles and death. Was I declared ur death.  For this reason am I alive?? 

Years of togetherness is not love, I will not get any importance in your life for my lifetime.. my patience is going everyday. For anything u had a solution.. that’s leaving me.. then what about my life, do I have it...  only solution for everything is my death.. you and your guys don’t leave me till my death. But I don’t have the guts to do that.  But need to do.. . 

Sexual abuse that too from a maid in my house. I dont know whats that in that age, may be I was 4 or 5 years at that time. Now after my marriage, I realized that. May be I am dumb to get the realization after these many years. But I cant share with anyone now. I dont know the reaction from my parents and husband if I tell that incident now. Whenever I heard something about rape on kids, my heartbeat increases and flashed that incident.  everyone is saying dressing/ going out in the nights is wrong. but no.. in the houses itself we had so many men around us to take the advantage on our small girls/babies/women without any expose on me. May be girls has to born with inbuilt weapons to punish men whenever they touch them without their permission. or  we need to make some softwares/weapons to wear everyday like a dress to get punished. the punishment should be like cut their private parts. they should be scared to touch us like a flame/knife. we need to protect from men like ...

Never thought in our life daddy, ur mother’s last day becomes my daddy’s last days. Always thought, my parents are so younger than others, We will be more joyful kids on the world. That dream became dream. Now we are the useless creatures on 🌏. We can’t do or cross any thing without your hand. No value without u. Love you forever daddy and miss you forever. 

Love you so much daddy. I’m a fool to show my love .. Don’t know how to express it in a correct way.. thought fight with you always is a love.  But what’s the use realize now.. very less time but in that span also I was not a good daughter for you. Love you daddy.. love you so much..

I tried for it, but you got the results. Your love, care, friendliness.. didn’t think us that u r the king of the house. May be its our foolishness, yes our foolishness. We got which we didn’t even think it’s there in our lives. .. yes .. left the unbearable  pain for the rest of our lives. This is too big  punishment daddy..